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Sunday, July 27, 2008

Online Dating









One of the things I hate about online
dating is the fact that you never really know who is who. I mean, I watch tv and movies, and you just never really know who anyone is anymore. I have never really dated before and being on the side where I have no experience with the "high school" dating syndrome is kind of bad. I am a vulnerable woman who is looking for love in a world where few men seem to want a long term relationship as much as they just want to settle the urgency of their yearning within their pants. Statistics say that more households with two parents instead of one succeed, but as time proceeds, you rarely find many couples nowadays who have been together for a long period of time. The only thing I am sure of is that I want the fairy tale. I want to be madly in love with someone without my body being an issue. I mean sex is good, but it's not everything at least not to me. How do you find true love in a world that has completely lost it's marbles? How do you find true love in a world that doesn't seem to care about the finer things in life? How do you find true love when a lot of men pose as something they're not just to one day turn around and become abusive? How do you find true love in this world anymore and does it still exist today? I also have been thinking about the fact, should I keep trying to find it and if not, then how can I stop thinking about it? I am not sure how to date or even if I will ever meet the right person someday. All I know is, that I am so confused about what to do about my huge craving for love in this whacked out society.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Today Is Just Another Day...

Thursday, June 12, 2008


Today, I just did the same as usual. I watched television. I ate food, and I slept. My life is not all that interesting, but I have hope to get some kind of happiness soon. I am about to start working for the county, working with children. I am excited. I start on Monday. I don't really have any friends. It's not that I don't want friends, it's just that people just don't seem to like me. Some say that I'm too immature, while others say that I'm just naive leaving me to fall prey to people who just want to take advantage of me. Whatever the reason really is, I have no friends. I never went to public high school, which could also be one of the problems, even though I have a high school diploma. That however is a different story. I am a huge computer person. I like and have profiles on myspace, myyearbook, facebook, blackplanet, imvu, and cafemom. I like being on the internet sometimes. I long for a "real" social life, but for now today is just another day.