Here is a news flash ladies, relationships suck unless you find that one person who is just like you and who is mature enough to be on your level. This guy I met on eharmony, who was matched with me 85%, worms his way into my life, my family, my daughter's heart. He talks a lot about how he wants to get married to me and moving in together in our own apartment. He keeps talking about all of this with me, my daughter, my mother, Marcella Leonard, my aunt, ZoeZita Holifield, and some of the rest of my family, and then after telling my daughter that she can call him "Daddy" for about two months, he breaks up with me in an e-mail sent by his cell phone, but because I only got the first line, he then sends the text-email in a dang on text message. What kind of mature responsible man does this? He is the one who wanted to be exclusive. He is the one who told my mother that he definitely wasn't going anywhere....when my mom grilled him about her grandbaby calling him, "Daddy".... ....and that was quite a while ago. Then this past Saturday, my daughter and I get sick and were on bedrest for the whole day ...  and he sends me a "break up" message via text. Then he has the audacity to say, "He still wants to be friends and keep in contact with my daughter, myself, and my family". He also changed his relationship status on Facebook. This is so petty and so immature. I am too grown for this drama in my life right now and too much of a business woman. Well just another story in my blog entitled, "Looking 4 Love N All The Wrong Places"....hit me up with your comments on my blog: http://looking4lovenallthewrongplaces.blogspot.com/
....'cause you definitely know this will be on there.

BREAKUP LETTER:
Sorry to email, but I had to get my thoughts and feelings out. I know this is sudden and confusing but the loss that I have in me from losing my children is effecting me more than I thought it ever could/would. Instead of focusing on [his kid #1] & [his kid #2] more, I tried to fill my heart with you and [my daughter] and your family.
I don't know if I can be everything you want me to be Ruby.
I can't overlook my children as I have been doing and the reality is that I don't know if I can be all that I need to be for you and [my daughter].
My heart stopped hurting for a short time, but started to hurt again a few weeks ago. I look at the bigger picture, and the truth of everything hits me like I've failed.
I feel like I'm not what you need. I desperately don't want to disappoint you or your family, but I don't know if I can be the father to [his kid #1] & [his kid #2], that I need to be, while I attempt to balance around everything else...
I may just need to be alone too, idk.
Please don't hate me for dumping out my heart like this and know that i want to always keep contact with you and your family Ruby. Like you said, we'll always love each other and we will never forget it.
Sincerely, Zackery T Led.

MY RESPONSE:
I understand. Thank you Zackery for being honest. Good luck with your children. I will keep you in my prayers.

Well, I guess this is just another way to "Look 4 Love N All The Wrong Places". Some day I will be married, but TODAY is not that day!